God's commands to us includes sharing to others the free gift of salvation. This is our commission in life. I love to share to others about Jesus' love to us, but I have a problem. Everytime I started to talk, it seems that everything that I learned had just disappeared and I just went blank. I don't know what to say next. Until I found myself sorry... sorry that I caused confusion to the person I was sharing to, instead of enlightening... and the worst could be, that I made them feel so sinful in themselves instead of showing them God's grace and forgiveness. God knows that was not my intention.
Other than that, the reason of why I have problem in conversation because of my speech impair problem. Yes, I have that and that made me so self-conscious everytime I made some conversation with others. However, I believe that it is not an excuse because my speech problem is not really so bad.
Sometimes, as I was talking to somebody, there were times that the Holy Spirit told me that the opportunity was knocking. Most of the time, I found my heart praying to God to use me, supplying me on what to say.... "Now, I have put my words in your mouth." Jeremiah 1:9b NIV.But I am glad, real glad that God lead me to this blogging world. I found my usefulness in here. I take pleasure in living to tell God's amazing grace. As my title said, There is nothing more fulfilling than doing what God wants us to do.